Quick rant here. Trying to be a good person sucks some days. It's not easy, I don't care what anyone says. Even my professor says that "for a saint" doing good should be easy. I call bullsh*t. Of course it's easy, unless you ever interact with another human being who has a completely separate view, mindset, and decided range of emotions from yours. In that case, it's f*cking hard. If I'm not enough of a saint because sometimes I find it extremely difficult to do what I hope is good, then I'm not a saint and I might not ever be one. I can deal with that. But please don't try to convince me that striving to do good is easy, cause sometimes it's not.
Now is one of those times.
But I will hopefully continue on doing what I hope to be right, cause that's really about all I've got left, save a God who hopefully will have mercy on my soul for being rash enough to put my faith into what God has given me. Ugh.
At least classes start tomorrow. Until then.
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